23 May 2009

Where has the LOVE gone

Hi Peeps.. Today, I just realize that I waste way too much time on the Internet. Fyi, I started surfing the net since 12noon till 0430!! I started my day by checking my personal & company emails, do some revisions for tomorrow flight, a lil bit of Facebooking, Yahoo Messenger, searching for new recipes, watching malay drama at tv3.com.my, blogging and editing some pictures.
OMG.. What a waste of a day I'm having here. Suddenly I feel like I have NO LIFE and I really need to change this bad habit. I don't know why but I really miss the good old times, where me and my buddy,Castelli; we used to hanging out together, did movie marathon in Mount Kiara, clubbing all night long and flirting with the hottest guy in the club! hahahahaha.. Time pass by so fast yet so slow.. I don't know why but I fell a bit mellow. I feel so lonely & so alone in this city.. It's hard for me to find a true friends who I can count on. I did have a few good friends but they are always busy with their love ones. Unlike me, everyday.. spending my time alone all night long. Sometime I wonder, why it's hard for me to find happiness. But I did believe that one day I will find the one who can make me smile again. Even, Castelli did feel the same too. She did asked me one question which I clearly have no answer to it. As Castelli said, "Where is the fun girl that she used to see?" And my answer is.. Silence..
Well, I guess it is not too late for me to change. I need to change my life. I need to change my silence towards the world, I need to find back my soul, I need to have more fun in me and oh yeah, I need to change my eating habit as well because my body is getting bigger and bigger. Last year, my weight is only 116 lbs(53kg) max but now, I am 136 lbs(63kg)!! I really need to keep fit and loose all these fat! *sob sob*

Anyway, I will be going home soon.. Yahoooooo!!! I hope a brighter day will come along with a new good friends.

*yawn* The time is now 0500 and I really need to sleep.. and once again I would like to thank Uncle Siang for the hilarious jokes.. LOL.. It's so funny liow! Until now, his joke is still in my head! hahahahahaa

Good night, people!

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